so emotional... sniff T_T

I found this really good song, but it makes me feel sad and happy at the same time...
It's by Yiruma and is called Kiss the Rain. Hope you like it and please leave a comment!
Enjoy! ^_^

Koukou Debut ended?!!?

Waaah!!!! Koukou (highschool) debut ended!!! T_T It was a really good ending but I feel sad cus it was one of my very first mangas that I've read. At least the ending didn't suck like they do in some series (relief >_>).
I highly recommend this manga if you like shoujo, high school life, comedy and lots of romance!
Summary:
Haruna was really caught up in sports during middle school, but she vowed in high school she would get a boyfriend! The only problem is that she knows practically nothing about romance! She's been trying her best, using what references she has, ex: magazines/mangas. But to no avail she can't seem to get one glance from anyone (excluding the weird looks lol).

But then one day, while she was trying to get picked up by a boy, she trips and looses a shoe, then some handsome boy picks it up for her! She was so happy! But still no boyfriend. She noticed that the handsome boy knew a thing or two about how to dress/appearance stuff.

At school she meets the boy again and suddenly gets an idea! To get that boy to coach her on how to be more girly to get a boyfriend. After much begging gets him to accept but on one condition: not fall in love with him. It seems weird to Haruna until...

time flying!

Wow! Time sure flies by! It was Friday and now it's Wednesday?!?! That was quick, well for me. I don't know but sometimes I just wait for the day to end, but then there are days where it just passed by in a blur. Oh well. Breaks coming up for me!!! YAY! Spring break in about two weeks! Anyone getting a break from school? But that probably will whiz by too T_T.
That's bout it for today... Enjoy life to the fullest! Or at least try. lol

blah blah blah...history =_=

We've started history recently. It would be interesting if we didn't already learnt about Canadian history since grade 3!!!! And what can become fun, the teachers totally make it B-O-R-I-N-G. I don't know why but it's been getting duller and duller each year of school! Can you notice the difference since first grade to the grade you are now?!?! Maybe they want to melt our brains or something! We'll never know... History homework that I get is so pointless.
Anyone having history angst right now?

Improvements!

I think I'm getting better at communicating with others lately. I mean my moods getting better so I'm easier to talk to and I'm more willing to talk too. I haven't been grouchy/sleepy me for a while so I guess I seem like a nicer person if they didn't figure it out already XD. Well it's just that life seems easier for some odd reason now... :D

a little lonely T_T

Wow, I haven't been on for a couple of days now have I? Other people haven't been on recently either. Kinda miss them don't ya? Well life is busy, so I guess they can't help it, but what I really want to say is that I miss them!
I'm so moody lately...XD

Recent mangas!

I haven't been reading many mangas lately but I think I have time for it again. It's just that it's really difficult for me to find a manga that seems interesting -_-""". I want a shoujo manga including romance and school life and it's gotta be cute! :3 Also I like really well drawn graphics which can be hard to find... Well I'm just asking if anyone has any recomodations...
Thanx A LOT!!!! ^_^ XOXOXOXOX

Happy ^_^

I've been having such a great week! Every things going great and I have almost no worries! LOL, compared to the last few weeks I've been complaining sooo much! Sorry for that!( yeah I can be really annoying sometimes).
I've found out that it's up to you to make your day great, if you be positive then good things are bound to happen! Wow, I sound too happy... Anyhow since there are ups and downs I wonder when it's gonna get bad again...
O.K.! I should stop worrying and do some homework! Cus u can't get enough of it! LOL XD

Easy going life...

It's been pretty peaceful these past couple of days. Sigh, I'm kinda getting bored of it right now. Too bad school starting tomorrow :' ( I should probably get together with some friends cus I've been feeling pretty lonely sitting in front of my computer all day long. I don't regret staying in my room so long cus it got me refueled for the busy weeks ahead. Yawn! I'll finish up some homework now. Night, night! =_= z Z

Sorry for not being on lately >_<"""

Sorry I haven't been on lately!!!! >_<""" I've been depressed, but that got cured and I got motivated, so I've been spending my time with other things that I haven't been doing for a while. I should probably make myself a schedule but it never works out. Oh well, let's see how far my determination can go! ....... Before I break down, and go back to the endless cycle of procrastination... -_-"

Finally watched the uninvited!

I've finally watched the uninvited this week! Well I guess it was ok, but that wasn't because I spoiled it! The acting was ok, the gore sucked, and it was kinda confusing... which means the story line was kinda bad. I didn't find it all that scary but my friends were terrified! One of my friends was like a leech, lol. I know I'm not very nice but I can't empathize right now. Oh, I guess I'll just have to find new people to watch scary movies with... may I can persuade them with my ultra persuassion powers?

La Corda D'Oro

HHHEEEEEEE!!!! I'm suddenly feeling very inspired!!! I just read this manga (La Corda D'Oro, it's really, really good!!! ^_^), and it's about this girls who finds this magical fairy who grants her this magical violin, that she can play even though she doesn't have any musical experience. Oh but the exciting part comes when she is entered in this music contest and she meets and makes friends with the music contestants. People start falling in love, the heroin gets emotionally stuck and similar things happen.
I'm sooo bad at making summaries, it's way more interesting! Well it made me want to practice piano more! And I want to be able to play really nice like the characters! It's been really busy, but I'm trying my best!!!! Does anyone have a hobby but doesn't get enough time? Well that's how I feel right now... I know I'll MAKE time! :D

sleeping pattern

Yawn! =_=, I'm staying up late tonight (again), but I'll get to sleep in. I usually sleep late, but I always feel weird in the morning and fall asleep during class... I know it's bad!!! But I can't help it!!! I feel like I waste my time if I sleep... but it also feels good when I sleep... so I can't choose!!! Arghhh Im confused now... should I sleep or stay awake?

ewww everything is melting... : S

Everything is melting!!!! The snows gone(most of it and it's all black, ewww), it's been raining today(a lot) and it's sooo warm!!! It feels like it's spring and it's only February!!!! Ah!!! It's probably because of global warming or something. I hate this weather, it feels sooo disgusting cus it's unnatural. It's been really foggy today too! So foggy you can barely see across the street! Scary! bet the cars have to drive at like 10 km/h, lol. The long weekend is here!!!! Finally, I get to sleep in! Oh and no school for meh tomorrow! YAY! Sooo lucky ^_^!!!

Im bored!!!/ stressed!!!

I've almost got the homework part down, and trying not to procrastinate, but I can't help but be bored outta my mind!!! I tried reading some Bleach (so awesome!!!!! ^_^) but I'm getting tired. All the work kinda sucked all my patience away, so now I'm in this really sour mood. Maybe I should do some more homework (there's always a plenty supply!)... I don't think a hobby is what I need right now, but I can't help feel this emptiness deep down... Something definitely is missing. Sigh, I need a long vacation somewhere warm... It's been cold for just too long for me to bear!!! (not a winter person) Maybe the emptiness will go away when I finish all the brain wracking hard stuff.. Maybe...

stupid me!!! >_<

Grrrr.... I have to study for a geography test that I missed today cus I was sick at home sleeping... I called a friend and got a heads up but it didn't help much cus the test was pretty hard and my friend is pretty smart, so now I'm worried... I guess I'll just have to study harder than usual (usual=not studying) if I wan't an A in geo. But It's just sooo boring, especially cus it's about the economy. Must concentrate!!! >_< After this I guess I'll just have to sleep, have to get up early for practice tomorrow morning... ARGHHH!!!!

random cravings...

I've had a craving for clementines for the past month... oh and a little chocolate here and there... and also cravings for things I don't have. When I do have that craving and I eat the food, I don't feel satisfaction at all and most of the time I eat too much making me sick... A
Anyways did anyone have some recent cravings lately?

I feel... tired =_=

I think my cold just got worse... =_=. I had a nap after school for like 2 hours and I'm still tired. I tried my best to get better but I think swimming made it worse, it was cold that day (REALLY COLD, like -20 something celcius). Now my nose is all runny and red (it hurts from all the blowing), and a nasty cough. I want a day off!!! Oh well, I'll try... (probably not gonna work though -_-)

my manga list

I just made a manga list of the current mangas that I'm reading and waiting for updates. I only did it because I lost my manga list (paper) and freaked, so this is a back up (kinda hard to loose a site). I also did this so I could share it <333 and just maybe I'll have some people to talk about them. I just "might" make reviews (if I have time...). Also! Can some people recommend a good shoujo manga (not on my list) to me? I'm tired of looking myself (takes forever) and I can't seem to find a good one. I appreciate this! thanx <3 xoxo

the uninvited

I wana watch the uninvited (movie) sooo bad!!! I read the summary (ok maybe spoilers too) and it's AWESOME. I just love horror, gore, mystery and psychological all mixed into one movie. It's an american adaptation of a korean horror movie. I wonder if any of my friends will be willing to watch it with me, hmmm?... They aren't very enthusiastic about stuff like this. I already got the time and place down, now all I need are people... but I do have very good persuasion skills :P . Hope the movies actually good.

funny, sad and true video about our world

During class we watched this video about our economy. Thought it was boring at first but the narrator made this better. The conclusion was kinda sad but I already knew something like this was happening. Well here's the site if you might wana take some time off of your "busy" schedules to watch: www.storyofstuff.com and enjoy XP

Can't wait!!!! >_<

Can't wait!!!! Report cards are coming soon so the teachers pile homework on us. My backpack is so heavy that I think I'll get back problem in my early twenties!!! It's actually really annoying cus during the weeks before there's barely any homework and then BAM!!! right in front of you is all this work. -_-" Oh well at least I'll get a long weekend next week!!! First there's ski day before it, then a day off on Friday, the weekend and family day on Monday, in total there's five days off. YAY!!! I'm happy knowing this. (I should be a cat instead, life would be so much easier).

Odd O.o

I went on a field trip today to one of the forests/rivers near my city and it was pretty cool. Too bad people had polluted it so much it's so toxic most marine life died out. They said it was getting better (that's good), but what surprises me the most is that it's still beautiful (even frozen). The odd part was that I saw some hide/carcass of a squirrel stuck on a branch... the was no gore (a relief for most of my classmates who were screaming like wild hyenas) unluckily for me. But I've seen a lot of squirrel road kill so I'm used to it (lot's of gore lol). What I didn't like was that we had to hike up a lot of hills and the snow didn't help, but we got hot chocolate ^_^.

have a nasty cold T_T

I hate being sick!!! >.< But if you had a sister coughing on you like 27/7 then you'd get a cold too!!! I tried taking vitamin C to prevent it but it didn't help much. *sniff. Well at least I feel like sleeping again...

I wonder...

I've been thinking that my blog has been too much about me... (i can't help being self-centered!!! >_<) Well I'm trying to think of something to write about, in the meantime I think I'll do my homework, but suggestions are a appreciated! <333 ;3

did some work!?!?!!?

WOAH!!!! I think I'm actually, very slowly getting rid of my procrastination addiction.... O.O Well at least I think so... cus I did some work yesterday and I'm getting close on making my homework list shorter!!! YAY me!!! Well I think I'll treat myself to something today!!! (I wonder if I still have any truffles left...) Well anyhow, has anyone been really lazy and then worked they're butt off? Cus it KILLZ!!!

procrastination cure

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does anybody know the cure for procrastination!?!?!?
I am currently suffering a serious case of the procrastination syndrome!!!!
I can not decided what to do first, thus leading me off into lala land, have an attention span of a banana, very lazy and always plots ways to take it easy and yet get work done, doing everything las minute(and yes till the last minute T_T).
If you have a cure please contact me by replying to this message below and I appreciate every bit of help I can get!!!
THANX SOOO MUCH >_< !!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

First step to a new *awesome* life part one

I feel so motivated!!!!! ^_^ I can accomplish anything I set my mind to!!!! YAY!!!! Good bye procrastination, hello new funner life!!! Let's celebrate!!! (with truffles ^_^) OK I should stop procrastinating now and do my homework -_-".

So confused

I'm so confused about what to do first!!! There's homework and then there's practicing piano+other instruments, then there's my extracurricular stuff to do, then there's the books I have to read+manga (HEHE) and I also have a LIFE too!!! GRRR Im in such a bad mood which doesn't help my procrastination syndrome!!!! >: O Im tired (mentally)! But maybe all I should do is just finish up my homework and pick off from there...

homework blues

sigh, this weekend I made no accomplishments with all the homework I had. -_- Also instead of doing homework I goofed off so now I feel REALLY bad(side affect of procrastination). Well at least I'm actually doing my homework now... after I goofed off for like two hours...lol ok ok! I know it's not funny but I'm still in a good mood, surprisingly (must be the sunshine :D). Well hopefully I'll get through this week in one piece O_O and then the long acticipated long weekend!!! YAY! I get 5 days off of school just because I didn't feel like going skiing this year, I guess I'll probably go to the movies. : ) I feel better now that I've wrote this down. *sigh* That's a load off my back. ;D